Wednesday, April 16, 2008

Goodbye

To TB4:

I was indeed blessed to be able to edit this final chapter of our foundation in UTAR.

You ask me, why I took all the trouble to make CD, forcing you guys to write your feelings and send me pictures? It is because I know that this is part of your wishes deep in your hearts. I’m not as natural and unrestrained like others that can simply move on like nothing happened before. While editing this CD, I have the opportunity to look back all the pictures that we took together, videos recorded, and all the words that you guys make an effort t express yourself. First of all, I would like to seek for apologies if I have directly or indirectly hurt, insulted or offended you especially Chris, Mei Zhi, and Shawn. I don’t wish that the next time we meet each other, we are still like enemies. Words of thanksgiving I have a lot to say but sorry, I’m not able to list down one by one. I just want you guys to know, though some time I might be forceful but my intention is for everyone’s benefit. We can never tell what will happen tomorrow but I pray that God will protect my friends, bless them with good health, love, joy, hope, peace and security. I love you guys, really! I cannot imagine campus life without you guys... I have nothing much for you guys, just this CD as a token of appreciation to all of you. Sorry for not typing the Chinese versions out because I’m very exhausted now. I didn’t sleep well for 3 days straight. Thank you for all the support, love and blessing you gave. Thank you Yee Mun, Yanny, Jonnie, Eugenia, Shawn, Oi Chien, Mei Chiun, Sew Lan, Nisha, Kwan Yi, Sieng Mee, Zhong Zhu, Chin Fei , Chin Yee, Mei Zhi, Chris, Xue Ni, Li Ning, Yong Seng, Li Xiu, Belle, Kwan Yi and our good old friends Zhen Qi and Aki(sorry for the rush for your part... very sorry...) Take care and may God bless you all! A quote to share, “Remember what you should remember; forget what you should forget. Change what you can change; accept what that is unchangeable.” Goodbye my friends!

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

Why?!

I never realized that life is so fragile until today...
My auntie dropped the bombshell,
telling us that our cousin brother is diagnosed as a lung cancer patient.
It is not an April fool, it is the truth and I have to accept it; but how?
He was the only male cousin which I found comfortable communicating with,
he was the only one who never says no to my requests,
the worst thing is, he is getting married on 12/4/08...
I really couldn't accept this fact that he is going to leave me sooner than I thought.
Now, the only thing I can do is to pray for him. Why am i so useless?!
Life is short, really...
No one can predict what is going to happen next second,
and yet we have to live on with the fact that we are going to die soon.
I thank God that I am sure where I am heading to,
how about my friend and my relatives
More importantly, how about you?
I'm very worried...